Monday, May 12, 2008
Tuesday, April 29, 2008
The Start...
Monday,07.30 am
14 hours earlier I had broken up with her..There was not a single feeling of remorse or guilt for ditching a girl like that..Why???? Clueless as i was , i was rolling on the bed waiting for the ""Mike get up"" chant by my mom..And all freshed up after yesterdays' events i woke up and got ready for school..It was a great feeling in the morning..(Hey wait a minute!!..I am supposed to feel Bad!!!)That was when i realized,Love first sight is not love..just mere infatutation..I did learn a lot...Didnt' I??????
School was fun as always and whenever my eyes crossed Rithika's there was this familiar feeling lurking inside me...I gave her a "I dont' give a damn look" and carried on with my work...The school elections were around the corner and it was time to contest for the coveted posts of SPl,Culsec.,etc..My childhood friend Hari was standing for the post and with the amound of popularity he had in school,he was sure to breeze past the elections...I met with Hari,and told him that there was just no way of losing this elections...And at this point,he asked me "man,Y dont' u stand"..Now that was unexpected...I went completely blank nd then told him..."Yeah Probably...Don't know if thats possible with the disciplinary background i have..."Anyways ill give it a shot..
That day,when the teacher was filing nominations,my name went up all of a sudden..."woa...thats Cool....ELECTIONS??Me???..hehee....."
The finishing Touch......
Michael Mortetti,The new Beginning....
The bell rang....And she picked up her phone..." Hi darling...".....I was like.."well, I want to talk to u abt certain matters.."trying to keep my voice as low as possible so that she could sense the emotional mask i was trying to put..."whats it abt.???"..."Well...Its been great generally,over the last few months ,but i think its affecting my studies..We should set our priorities right....."expecting a Roar from her....A few seconds there was dead silence..No one uttered a word and i was just hoping she wouldn't cry....."why didn't u tell me in the first place.."kick starting her series of "Mike is a bastard,I am an angel "I wanted to pull this off desperately...and was looking at the heavens and listening to her half attentively..and then the phone landed with a thud....The engaged tone came....That makes it two....GOD!!!!
The bell rang....And she picked up her phone..." Hi darling...".....I was like.."well, I want to talk to u abt certain matters.."trying to keep my voice as low as possible so that she could sense the emotional mask i was trying to put..."whats it abt.???"..."Well...Its been great generally,over the last few months ,but i think its affecting my studies..We should set our priorities right....."expecting a Roar from her....A few seconds there was dead silence..No one uttered a word and i was just hoping she wouldn't cry....."why didn't u tell me in the first place.."kick starting her series of "Mike is a bastard,I am an angel "I wanted to pull this off desperately...and was looking at the heavens and listening to her half attentively..and then the phone landed with a thud....The engaged tone came....That makes it two....GOD!!!!
Monday, March 31, 2008
The wall..
Michael Mortetti,
*An idle mind is a devil's workshop*
It was scorchin in Chennai and it was one of the hottest days of my life.I had nothing to do and was scratching my head like never before.The constraints involved in going out were way too many.....
1.lack of Cash
2.Due to the immense heat,there might be a decrease in my fairness
3.To end up getting retarded due to Heat,is the last thing i want.
I took my favourite position in my house...A rocking chair,opposite a blank wall.That wall there reflects what my mind wants next.To put it more simpler,it was a space where my thoughts would flow....
I sat on the chair....and started the contemplation process....The joy of day-dreaming is something which we all love...It takes u to great heights..One instant ur SRK,dancing with babes and holding arms with Malaika Arora Khan & in another instant ur like the Dude,the Stud taking on some 150 rowdys and giving whacky one-liners..(he-he!!!)..
But this day was absolutely different...It was not a mere day-dreaming process..it was more like an introspection...
My policy in anything is.Keep it simple...Keep it straight..Dont' complicate things.have fun... If u don't expect too much too soon..The end is Yours..and will be ok...if its' not ok..its not the end afterall...
Over the last few months,the F factor has been missing..Where has it gone...Will it return..And as always an almost mega-serial like thought came crashin on me.But truth does taste bitter..doesnt it???The fact of the matter was,again simple...the girl matter was getting to my head & my time is being slowly eaten away...
I was expecting a retaliation from my inners expecting them to shoot a defence for her..But nothing of such sort happened..The truth was dawning upon me.It wasnt shocking actually..
But love ,scientically speaking is just an imbalance of hormones of a teenager..Without second thoughts about her situation i decided to close the stage play...I picked up the phone dialled her number........The bell rang....
*An idle mind is a devil's workshop*
It was scorchin in Chennai and it was one of the hottest days of my life.I had nothing to do and was scratching my head like never before.The constraints involved in going out were way too many.....
1.lack of Cash
2.Due to the immense heat,there might be a decrease in my fairness
3.To end up getting retarded due to Heat,is the last thing i want.
I took my favourite position in my house...A rocking chair,opposite a blank wall.That wall there reflects what my mind wants next.To put it more simpler,it was a space where my thoughts would flow....
I sat on the chair....and started the contemplation process....The joy of day-dreaming is something which we all love...It takes u to great heights..One instant ur SRK,dancing with babes and holding arms with Malaika Arora Khan & in another instant ur like the Dude,the Stud taking on some 150 rowdys and giving whacky one-liners..(he-he!!!)..
But this day was absolutely different...It was not a mere day-dreaming process..it was more like an introspection...
My policy in anything is.Keep it simple...Keep it straight..Dont' complicate things.have fun... If u don't expect too much too soon..The end is Yours..and will be ok...if its' not ok..its not the end afterall...
Over the last few months,the F factor has been missing..Where has it gone...Will it return..And as always an almost mega-serial like thought came crashin on me.But truth does taste bitter..doesnt it???The fact of the matter was,again simple...the girl matter was getting to my head & my time is being slowly eaten away...
I was expecting a retaliation from my inners expecting them to shoot a defence for her..But nothing of such sort happened..The truth was dawning upon me.It wasnt shocking actually..
But love ,scientically speaking is just an imbalance of hormones of a teenager..Without second thoughts about her situation i decided to close the stage play...I picked up the phone dialled her number........The bell rang....
Thursday, March 6, 2008
The clock ticks on.....The Introspection...
Michael Mortetti,
XII th grade
As seconds turned into minutes,minutes into hours ,hours into days and so on...i reached the end of my 11th grade..It wasnt' a miserable performance as I managed to copy from my friend(Venkat..Mind u he is a genius)...If it hadn't been for him,i would have been sitting in the same class room for another year or so...
The beginning of my 12th grade brought about a drastic change in me.Being the senior most batch in class in school,we were expected to set examples for the others to follow...It never struck me that all those years in my school will come to an end at the end of this year...But this was it...This is one last year to prove yourself...One last chance to reach one's zenith..One decisive call for the future...
All i wanted from this year was satisfaction...The mere satisfaction that i have done something,something constructive....something that fetches a pat on my back...something that gives you that little tinge of relief and pleasure that you have reached that place that you were always destined for.........
After an extreme amount of contemplation and thought into the pros and cons,I decided that this is going to be my year afterall....or..I am making it MY year.....
XII th grade
As seconds turned into minutes,minutes into hours ,hours into days and so on...i reached the end of my 11th grade..It wasnt' a miserable performance as I managed to copy from my friend(Venkat..Mind u he is a genius)...If it hadn't been for him,i would have been sitting in the same class room for another year or so...
The beginning of my 12th grade brought about a drastic change in me.Being the senior most batch in class in school,we were expected to set examples for the others to follow...It never struck me that all those years in my school will come to an end at the end of this year...But this was it...This is one last year to prove yourself...One last chance to reach one's zenith..One decisive call for the future...
All i wanted from this year was satisfaction...The mere satisfaction that i have done something,something constructive....something that fetches a pat on my back...something that gives you that little tinge of relief and pleasure that you have reached that place that you were always destined for.........
After an extreme amount of contemplation and thought into the pros and cons,I decided that this is going to be my year afterall....or..I am making it MY year.....
Tuesday, February 26, 2008
The Evening Sun....
Michael Mortetti,
The hardest part of life is maintaing girls..Man are they god-damned expensive..
"hey dear, i want to go to Coffee Day today","How about a movie ??""No,Lets go that ice cream parlour". And at the end of all these questions my finger wants to raise and show the three stripes..Literally i meant FU....But if i raise anything except my ..... (wallet),I will be left screeched at..
I never really liked Rithika...But when she proposed to me a few months back, I was like no..lets make it a capital 'N'o...After a few days of deep contemplation and thought,i decided that i am finally love struck ( I CLAIM). I couldn't feel any Butterflies in my stomach
but still,even a cockroach is welcome currently..
I finally got the nerve to ask her out and she welcomed me with open arms..
Rithika,isnt' the exact definition of a HOT female,but still she looks good enough..
We decided to go on a date to Coffee day that day,I got dressed up with the hope that some good looking chick will throw a second glance at me....
The menu card was placed on the table.She took it and told" one brownie,one Hot choclate and grenita"..Listening her utter that,made me loose my appetite..I was like " I am not feeling well,i dont' want anything"(B****,i don't have any more cash,don't fuckin keep ordering).
She gave a Big Ahhh and said "Sorry dear,Take care"..("You stop robbing my freakin wallet ,u little ........)"yeah ok,no probs.."
We finished hogging..or rather she finished hogging and the bill came..124 bucks + taxes...=150..Yeah baby,i made it..I am continously bankrupt for the last 4 days...
We decided to take a stroll along the park,and i was thankful that She didn't order any more....
When we were wakling along,She held my hand slowly............
A 5 amps current shook my body & i was like WOOooooooooW.That was the first time we touched...
We didnt' exchange a single sentence and we didn't know what to do either...I cleared my throat and was like,Rithika,"Time is 8.30pm...If u don't mind lets go"..She immediately nodded & i dropped her in her residence and i went to mine..
The hardest part of life is maintaing girls..Man are they god-damned expensive..
"hey dear, i want to go to Coffee Day today","How about a movie ??""No,Lets go that ice cream parlour". And at the end of all these questions my finger wants to raise and show the three stripes..Literally i meant FU....But if i raise anything except my ..... (wallet),I will be left screeched at..
I never really liked Rithika...But when she proposed to me a few months back, I was like no..lets make it a capital 'N'o...After a few days of deep contemplation and thought,i decided that i am finally love struck ( I CLAIM). I couldn't feel any Butterflies in my stomach
but still,even a cockroach is welcome currently..
I finally got the nerve to ask her out and she welcomed me with open arms..
Rithika,isnt' the exact definition of a HOT female,but still she looks good enough..
We decided to go on a date to Coffee day that day,I got dressed up with the hope that some good looking chick will throw a second glance at me....
The menu card was placed on the table.She took it and told" one brownie,one Hot choclate and grenita"..Listening her utter that,made me loose my appetite..I was like " I am not feeling well,i dont' want anything"(B****,i don't have any more cash,don't fuckin keep ordering).
She gave a Big Ahhh and said "Sorry dear,Take care"..("You stop robbing my freakin wallet ,u little ........)"yeah ok,no probs.."
We finished hogging..or rather she finished hogging and the bill came..124 bucks + taxes...=150..Yeah baby,i made it..I am continously bankrupt for the last 4 days...
We decided to take a stroll along the park,and i was thankful that She didn't order any more....
When we were wakling along,She held my hand slowly............
A 5 amps current shook my body & i was like WOOooooooooW.That was the first time we touched...
We didnt' exchange a single sentence and we didn't know what to do either...I cleared my throat and was like,Rithika,"Time is 8.30pm...If u don't mind lets go"..She immediately nodded & i dropped her in her residence and i went to mine..
Michael Mortetti,
10.30 am,
Breaks..Ahhhh.the Feeling of ecstasy on whiling away 2 classes....The traditional standing outside the class and chattering away to glory..The second bell rang....Mathematics...
10.35 am,
Good morning students,(in a feminish tone)..
Last class we were discussing about complex numbers...(sure hell we did)..
I got bugged and started staring at a monkey outside....It was all over the tree...(i meant jumping about),it was about to go down when I was caught...
"Michael,What are u doing??".."Sir,I....""Why do you look at the monkey when I am here...."told the teacher,Raman..
I was like WTF???Monkeys are way graceful when compared to u , brother...
"Sir,Sorry Sir,I won't look at the monkey when you are there..".
Every one hooted..... even the girl to the left of me did....
I was grinning with joy...
11.15 am,
PT: Physical Training..
Time for some fun folks...Loads of masti in the Basket Ball court...
and we returned for lunch and the day passed like yet another day in school....
10.30 am,
Breaks..Ahhhh.the Feeling of ecstasy on whiling away 2 classes....The traditional standing outside the class and chattering away to glory..The second bell rang....Mathematics...
10.35 am,
Good morning students,(in a feminish tone)..
Last class we were discussing about complex numbers...(sure hell we did)..
I got bugged and started staring at a monkey outside....It was all over the tree...(i meant jumping about),it was about to go down when I was caught...
"Michael,What are u doing??".."Sir,I....""Why do you look at the monkey when I am here...."told the teacher,Raman..
I was like WTF???Monkeys are way graceful when compared to u , brother...
"Sir,Sorry Sir,I won't look at the monkey when you are there..".
Every one hooted..... even the girl to the left of me did....
I was grinning with joy...
11.15 am,
PT: Physical Training..
Time for some fun folks...Loads of masti in the Basket Ball court...
and we returned for lunch and the day passed like yet another day in school....
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